Wednesday, 22 October 2008

22 October 08

Nick got to see Emily for once as she woke at 5.50. Nice for him, not quite so good for me!

We went to another TMG meeting at a nice jidokan in Hamamatsucho that we haven't been to before. It was not a good turnout, unfortunately. A shame, as it was a toy/clothes swap. I got rid of quite a few of Emily's old things and picked up some 'pre-loved' (an expression much used among the mums that makes me want to be sick) clothes. She has finally started clapping, after I had given up encouraging her to do weeks ago. Now she will do it with little prompting. Lately she has been saying 'de Gaulle' or something close to it.


I feel quite besotted with her right now, though there are still some difficult times. When she smiles at me it feels really special, like we are sharing a private joke. It makes me realise how rarely I make eye contact with anyone, even Nick.

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